Go deeper into that space of pure chit, चित्, let everything else dissolve, it's easier than you think, actually, no problema, this is what happens, your concerted effort to establish yourself in pure चित् brings it on, effort and grace, the two wings of the spirit, just constantly will it, it is very simple really, but requires constant vigilance, even when you're sleeping, you can only allow the Shakti, शक्ति, to act through you, what is done is done by Her, the dramas of your life are just like tv shows, forget about it,